Sad News.

I had a miscarriage.

It's probably for the best since we are so young but that doesn't make it any easier. I had no choice. I lost my baby.

Mummy loves you baby, Mummy and Daddy's guardian angel forever my love :'(

In my heart forever.

3 Weeks

So at the moment it's all but confirmed and I'm still so confused as to what I actually want to do. I think i'll leave it up to my boyfriend, if he wants me to get rid of it then I will, otherwise i'll keep it. Personally I think I could do both, as much as I know I would do everything in my power to be a goo mother, I could also give it up because I know i'm young and it would be hard on us both. It's not just my life it's affecting, it's everyone around me. I'm rather scared about everything but I'm trying to stay strong. I have two of my closest friends know that I'm worried about it but that is all. 

This is my 3 week photo, so I have something to compare with in the future.